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Some jottings which relate to my life and worries…

And here it comes…

Atul posted the mail as a prelude to the much awaited CfP. And, I’d say that it is going to become a much forwarded and much discussed mail. It is meant to be that. Discussion is good. Results are much better.

It is somewhat difficult for an event to re-invent itself and yet keep the focus on the underlying theme – “Talk is Cheap, Show Me the Code“. It takes introspection, it takes ambition and it takes faith. So, this time around the focus is clear enough – no content that is aimed at newbies (which was there last time around as well) and a strong focus on getting things done. To that extent, I’d hazard a guess that the selection of submissions would go through a fine tooth comb to see if they are actually about approaches to solving a defined problem. It is not going to be a “look at me and my project and ain’t I cool” talk again. And, to augment the need to sit down and “work” there are Project of the Day and FOSS Workouts.

Effective this year, FOSS.IN will focus on developers, and results. It
will highlight credible efforts by people in India contributing to FOSS,
and will bring together developers at peer level, to allow them to
interact, discuss, develop and deliver.

“Delivery” does not mean mere bug fixing. Delivery will be new features to
existing applications, completely new subsystems (e.g. file systems,
device drivers, etc.), (re)design of systems and applications, etc.

But of course this doesn’t rule out why folks come to events – to meet other people, get familiar, discuss a niggling issue and have loads of debugging sessions and debates.

FOSS.IN is supposed to be a meeting ground for existing and potential FOSS
contributors, so that they can put faces to IRC nicks, discuss, interact,
collaborate, plan, debug, etc. all through the event.

We want people to come to FOSS.IN with definite goals in mind, and fulfil
them at the event. Whether it is improving an existing project, launching
a new one, brainstorming with your peers, with international participants,
etc. We want to see high-intensity FOSS contribution happening, or being
seeded, in the 750 seater hall, the corridors, the BOF tents, the lawns,
the lobbies, etc.

It is going to be a different event. It is going to make you think. It is aimed at making you do things. It is thought out to be a new experience.

Don’t say you weren’t forewarned.

Education woes

Dipankar Gupta has an article in the India Today special issue called ‘Transforming India’ (dated 06th Oct). Some of the numbers from his piece do make for interesting reading:

  • India spends around 45 billion USD on Research and Development (he doesn’t specify what exactly counts as R&D, but those line items should be available somewhere)
  • From 1990 till 1998, the spend on R&D and Technology Training came down from INR 219 crore to INR 156 crore (note: 10 million make a crore)
  • The global rank of some of the institutes are as follows: IITs (50th), IIMs (84th) and JNU (192nd)

He goes on to add that India doesn’t cut a dashing figure in the Scopus Index as well.

There would be more such numbers available to show that

  • the country isn’t doing enough by means of policy and implementation to encourage basic science and technology
  • the country isn’t getting its act together to ensure primary education is being delivered correctly

State run/sponsored/funded schools still take in a large segment of the student population. And, various schemes notwithstanding, the schools have a systemic problem in terms of delivery of content and availability of teachers.

বসে আছি হে কবে শুনিব তোমার বাণী ।
কবে বাহির হইব জগতে মম জীবন ধন্য মানি ।।
কবে প্রাণ জাগিবে, তব প্রেম গাহিবে,
দ্বারে দ্বারে ফিরি সবার হৃদয় চাহিবে,
নরনারীমন করিয়া হরণ চরণে দিবে আনি ।।
কেহ শুনে না গান, জাগে না প্রাণ,
বিফলে গীত-অবসান —
তোমার বচন করিব রচন সাধ্য নাহি নাহি ।
তুমি না কহিলে কেমনে কব প্রবল অজেয় বাণী তব,
তুমি যা বলিবে তাই বলিব — আমি কিছুই না জানি ।
তব নামে আমি সবারে ডাকিব, হৃদয়ে লইব টানি ।।

I wonder if…

  • … there is any study that attempts to connect the dots in the statement ‘participants in FOSS projects tend to stick because they end up liking their collaborators as opposed to having strong emotions about the projects’
  • … Linux Foundation would provide a good set of reasons for me to fork out 49 USD and become a member
  • … I’m getting old since at the end of a fairly long mail trail on a mailing list, I ended up feeling bad about the need to get involved in the first place
  • … I need to see a doctor for the odd bouts of fever, shivers and chills I get each time the temperature swings towards “being cold”
  • … reading ‘Three Cups of Tea’ slowly would mark a new way of reading books
  • … I’ll be there at foss.in this year, I’ve missed GUADEC and OOoCon already

A passing thought

যদি তোমার দেখা না পাই, প্রভু, এবার এ জীবনে
তবে তোমায় আমি পাই নি যেন সে কথা রয় মনে ।
যেন ভুলে না যাই, বেদনা পাই শয়নে স্বপনে ।।
এ সংসারের হাটে
আমার যতই দিবস কাটে,
আমার যতই দু হাত ভরে উঠে ধনে
তবু কিছুই আমি পাই নি যেন সে কথা রয় মনে ।
যেন ভুলে না যাই, বেদনা পাই শয়নে স্বপনে ।।
যদি আলসভরে
আমি বসি পথের ‘পরে,
যদি ধুলায় শয়ন পাতি সযতনে,
যেন সকল পথই বাকি আছে সে কথা রয় মনে ।
যেন ভুলে না যাই, বেদনা পাই শয়নে স্বপনে ।।
যতই উঠে হাসি,
ঘরে যতই বাজে বাঁশি,
ওগো যতই গৃহ সাজাই আয়োজনে,
যেন তোমায় ঘরে হয় নি আনা সে কথা রয় মনে ।
যেন ভুলে না যাই, বেদনা পাই শয়নে স্বপনে ।।

Rewards and Punishment

Traditional concept of motivation (here is a link) hinge upon the crucial concept of ‘Rewards’. Generally, a reward is a tangible object that is presented after the occurence of a particular set of actions, generally positive. The aim is to ensure repeated occurence of the similar action. Rewards are supposed to be more effective if presented in the immediate aftermath of the ‘positive’ action rather than after a time-gap.

I have always been a bit ambivalent towards ‘rewarding’. The underlying cause is because I tend to view rewards as ‘controlling knobs’ in the same category as Punishments. So, for example, a punishment is a deterrent action that is meted out after the occurence of a particular set of actions, generally negative and undesirable. The aim is to prevent repeated occurence of similar action. Thus, by a not-so-long-chalk, rewards and punishment are two sides of the same coin in the realm of motivation. I don’t like ‘controlling knobs’. To me, they appear as artificial constructs that are unnatural. However, the most important annoyance that I notice is that for both the reward-giver and the reward-taker, they have a tendency to become addictive and habit forming.

Now nothing is wrong with doing good work repeatedly and getting appreciated for it. That happens everyday. The implied danger is that rewards, since they are ‘controlling knobs’ tend to provide incentive to positive behaviour. And, lack of the rewards, in many cases (that I have noticed) tend to not produce the same quality of output as compared to when rewards were announced. For long, the necessity of rewards have been put in the context of Maslow’s Hierarchy of Needs or in the context of hygiene factors. Either way, from a personal interpretation of the theories, rewards should not be mixed up with ‘fringe benefits’ and thus form part of the ‘hygiene quotient’. In a fairly complex (but not subtle) way, rewards tend to be reductive of the work done. Think for a moment how often we hear the word ‘awesome’ or ‘cool’ or even the phrase ‘awesome coolness’ (or their cousins). Overuse and over extension of the concept of cool results in the relativity of an unique work being lost. Rewards, I think, tend to be similarly reductive.

Quoting from a book by Alfie Kohn:

Managers do not motivate their employees by giving them […] or new status symbols. Rather, employees are motivated by their own inherent need to succeed at a challenging task. The manager’s job, then, is not to motivate people to get them to achieve; instead, the manager should provide opportunities for people to achieve so they will become motivated.

So, it could appear that the actual catalyst towards achieving motivation is providing challenges. In fact, adding choice, collaboration and creativity to the already present concept of challenges could be a potent mix towards achieving an ‘engaged workforce’. In a nutshell, the problem that I have with rewards can be summed up as:

  • rewards tend to be an implicit punishment towards those who did not receive a reward
  • rewards tend to get people to do uninteresting things by providing a wrong kind of incentive
  • rewards tend to be habit forming
  • rewards tend to discourage collaboration (since generally, in the end there is a single winner)
  • rewards tend to discourage risk taking choices (since rewards are for repeat occurence of one single good habit)

I don’t have an answer or an alternative in a way Alfie writes in his articles. However, given that any organization desires to have smart people blowing away challenges through creative solutions, I don’t seem to buy into the idea that constant rewarding is the way towards getting things done.

From here:

[…]

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: ‘Hold on!’

[…]

What in hell’s name was it all about ?

I watched with increasing amount of cringing the spectacle that has been unravelling in the Parliament for nearly 2 days now. The build up to this mega event was beyond doubt – gathering of forces, trading of charges, wild swings of opinion and of course the spectacular display of unbridled opportunism. A long long time back, a friend had commented that in a democracy we get the rascals we deserve. In more ways than one, it proved itself today. The final score isn’t what it is about. Nor is it about rhetoric. To me it is about the fact that on national television elected leaders made jackasses of themselves in more ways than one. And that is unpardonable.

It could be about idli, sambar and chutney. It may be about the negotiations with IAEA. But when one observes oodles of taxpayer monies being wasted in just tokenism, there’s nothing more humiliating. Inflation is touching ~12%, industrial growth is all over the park, the central bank seems to be getting it all wrong in its fiscal policy and yet for two days the nation is compelled to be glued to a single channel watching with unabashed glee the way their elected leaders make a mockery of the system of Parliament. Not a single shred of discipline or deceny permeated the debate.

And we take pride in calling ourselves the largest democracy. Kakistocracy is what it resembles most today.